
I've packed my journal so this will have to do. As the evening dragged on, I knew I needed to continue packing for our big move. However, I was battling with some things, internally, and was not feeling up to the task before me. Not to mention that this brutal cold was zapping any minuscule amount of motivation I had felt. So, I attempted to busy myself with other things...which worked for a few hours. Finally, I resigned and started packing.
As I began, it dawned on me that I wouldn't accomplish much without some uplifting music. Realizing I had already packed all my CDs, and the like, on a previous day, I decided to try the radio. Flipping through station after station, I tried listening to a local pop station. Afterall, that's what gets me movin' in the gym! But, it just wasn't helping motivate me here. I then went to an easy-listening station (I know, I know) but Christmas music was all that was playing. I wasn't very interested in listening to St. Nick and Rudolph jingles at the time. Therefore, I decided to power off the radio. As I walked over to it, I noticed the tape deck was opened. (YES, I said tape deck! How old skool and cool is that?) And lo', and behold, there was a tape in there that I used to listen to on the mission!!! Now, you may not see this as a blessing, but to me, this was a HUGE blessing!
When we stay near to Heavenly Father, He is aware of even our smallest desires and necessities. I SO needed His help and He was there!
